Admirer
A peek behind the curtain. Enough to keep you up at night.
Free
to join
- Weekly photo stories
- My public diary entries
- Vote on what I create next
- Films & After Dark sets
- Direct messages with me
Choose how close you want to be
Three ways to be mine.
Every tier gets you past the velvet. The only question is how much of me you can handle.
Founding rateLover
The full vault, my letters, and me in your inbox. The real thing.
$20
/ month
$29
- Everything in Admirer
- The entire vault — every set, every film
- Daily letters written just for members
- Direct messages — I reply myself
- Live evenings, every week
Obsession
For the ones who need more than everyone else gets.
$49
/ month
- Everything in Lover
- VIP-only After Dark collections
- Custom requests — made for you alone
- Priority replies, always first
- My private polaroid of the month, signed
Where we meet
Everything happens on Telegram.
No card forms, no billing pages, no paper trail with your name on it. Telegram handles the payment; I handle the rest.
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Choose your tier
Tap a tier above — it opens my private Telegram channel directly in your app.
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Join in one tap
Telegram asks you to confirm the monthly fee in Stars — its built-in currency. No card details ever touch this site.
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03
Everything unlocks
The vault, daily letters, live evenings — all inside the channel. Message me directly whenever you want more.
What it feels like inside
Not a subscription. A relationship.
good morning…
Wake up to something new from me almost every day — a photo, a thought, a secret.
just us
Message me directly. No assistants, no scripts. If I reply, it's really me.
ask nicely
Obsession members can request exactly what they want to see. I love a specific man.
no strings
Cancel in two clicks, anytime. I'd rather you stay because you want to.
Before you say yes
My promises to you.
Is it really you in the messages?
Always. It takes me longer to reply sometimes, but you're never talking to a team or a bot. That's the whole point of this place.
Will anyone know I'm a member?
Never. Billing is discreet, your name is never shown publicly, and I don't share member information with anyone. What happens here stays here.
What if I want to leave?
Two clicks, no questions, no guilt trips. You keep access until the end of your billing period. And you're always welcome back.
How often is new content added?
Something new nearly every day, a full set or film every week, and After Dark collections monthly for my VIPs.